Whinging time

Look, im going to tell you all about a pet peeve of mine.
i fricken hate it when people do this, i honestly sometimes want to punch people in the face when they do it.
ok here it is:
i HATE it when people act really honestly devestated when a celebrity dies. i dont want to sound rude, but seriously, how sad can you possibly be?
YOU DIDNT KNOW THEM! its actually, i feel, a little bit disrespectful to the people who should RIGHTFULLY be mourning them.
take, for instance, michael jackson dying. now, im sad, its sad when someone dies, but its not going to effect my life. i mean, yeh poor guy, hes dead. i was picking matthew and josh up from school and heard one of the mothers saying she was having a bad day because she didnt sleep because she was so distressed that he had died.
fuck off, skinny lady who doesnt look like shes had a child but she actually has but shes so rich that she can get a permanent nanny and just work out all day. listen to me. CELEBRITIES DYING really does not effect your life in anyway.
i cant even describe how much it annoys me.
it also annoys me when someone dies that someone vaguely knows and they act all depressed. if it doesnt really affect your life than just fuck off and let the people who really WERE close to him mourn. i remember when this guy died that i used to go to school with, and my friend, who hadnt talked to him in 4 years, was going on about how upset she was, and how she was having all these dreams about him, and shit, and it just annoyed me. im like, if he hadnt died, you wouldnt have even thought about him.
i may be a bit insensitve about death, but it just fucken annoys me how people take it as a cue card to beg for attention. because thats all that behaviour is. begging for attention.

i would also like to say that jordan sparks is an idiot, because i heard on the radio that on her twitter page it was like, i was crying hysterically about michael jackson passing away.
fuck off jordan sparks, let his family mourn without you butting your stupid little head in.

HERES A WHOLE HEAP OF QUIZZES IN ONE POST COS IM BOOOOOOOOOORED

NAME GAME
everything must be answered with the letter that your last name starts with:

1. What is your last name? Bennie
2. A 4 Letter Word? Butt
3. A Boys Name? Brett
4. A Girls name? Bethany
5. An Occupation? Baker
6. A Color? Black
7. Something you wear? Bracelet
8. A Beverage? Bourbon
9. A Food? bacon
10. Something found in the bathroom? bath.
11. A place? Brazil
12. A Reason for being late? Bored
13. Something you shout? BLANKET!!!! (yeh i would shout that)

HOW MUCH HAS ANN-MARIE CHANGED
preetttty self-explained...

15 YEARS AGO

1. How old were you? 4
2. Who were you dating? Some Hottie from pre=school probs.. names escape
3. Where did you work? at my preschool on ym artworks
4. Where did you live? Armidale
5. Where did you hang out?preschool, yo. Home. the park. maccas
6. Did you wear contacts and/or glasses?um.. no?
7. Who were your best friends?Mary and Kylie
8. How many tattoos did you have? heaps...
9. How many piercings did you have? none
10. What kind of car did you drive?the cool ones you sit in and drive flinstone style
11. Had you been to a real party? HELL YES!! we got hopped up on red frogs yo.
12. Had you had your heart broken? nah, i was the heartbreaker
13. Were you Single/taken/Married/Divorced? whoring myself out like a 4 year old does
14. Any Kids? no.. i was so small that when we played mummy and daddy i had to be the baby

10 YEARS AGO

1. How old were you? 9
2. Who were you dating? no one.. hello? boy germs
3. Where did you work? school and home
4. Where did you live? Armidale
5. Where did you hang out? school, piano lesson, park, home
6. Did you wear contacts and/or glasses? yesss
7. Who were your best friends? Mary, Chelsea, Renee, Amy
8. How many tattoos did you have? none, mum made me get rid of my preschool ones 'fore i started kindy.. lame
9. What kind of car did you have? my mad pink bike was better than a car!
10. How many piercings did you have? my eaarss
11. Had your heart broken? negative
12. Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorced? single.. again.. boygerms??
13. Any Kids? negative

TWO YEARS AGO

1. How old were you? 17
   
2. Who were you dating? Simon
   
3. Where did you work? Coles cos i was mad cool
   
4. Where did you live?Armidale
   
5. Where did you hang out? downtown, school, lookout in my car cos im mad cool, friends house, my house
   
6. Did you wear contacts and/or glasses? when i read
   
7. Who were your best friends? Liz
   
8. How many tattoos did you have? none
   
9. What kind of car did you have? little mazda, mad car, green yo
   
10. How many piercings did you have? my ears
    
11. Had your heart broken? kinda
    
12. Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorced? taken
13. 13)Any Kids? nah

TODAY

1. Age? 19
2. Where do you work? Stonewall Circle
3. Where do you live? West Harrison, NY, America
4. Do you wear contacts and/or glasses? im sposed to when i read but i await for them to arrive in the mail
5. Who are your closest friends? NAISY, han, anton,
6. How many piercings do you have? still just my ears
7. How many tattoos? still none :(
8. What kind of car do you have?i drive a mad jeep yo
9. Had your heart been broken? not since i was 17 yo
10. How many kids?none but i look after 3
11. Are you Single/Taken/Married/Divorce/Single/separated?single

ok now im bored of this.

peace out suckas

fucken idiot

im refering to myself.
my hands hurt.

hmm

im in a rather foul mood today.
i was in a good mood, but it changed, and heres why: i had plans tonight when i finished work and i just got a call from the girl i was sposed to go out with and she was like ohh im tired im going to bed sorry..
like, she knew that i didnt finish till 11 so maybe she should have just said straight out, i dont think so.. but it was HER idea to do something when i finished..
and its not just that, but on the social side of things i really hate america. i dont understand the people here, and i dont understand the other aupairs. i dont understand why no one is inviting me to do anything and they all DO things, surely they dont all just sit around doing nothing? its making me a bit miserable, not having any friends over here. and i really dont have ANY friends. except for in FLORIDA. i wish that i had this family, just they lived in florida. or the girls from florida lived up here. i dont know. it just makes me more homesick, because all i wanna do is talk to everyone back home.
i've never been in this situation where i've had NO FRIENDS. like, back home, i always had atleast one. but i've got no one here. i mean, there are a couple of girls that i like, but i always have to call them first and organise stuff with them or call them just to get invited to anything.
i dont know. i just really bummed me out that my plans for tonight were cancelled. im just getting very lonely over here. it really makes me want to come home. why is it so hard over here? i've never been so bored in my life.
only 40 1/2 weeks to go.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNA!

there are 5 mins left of your birthday. have a good 5 mins.
oh only 4 now.
xoxo