I recently was sent a photo of myself from my birthday last year, which was very kind and thoughtfull of you luke, as i usually enjoy looking at myself, being the narsistic person that i am.
however, this particular photo was taken from behind, and i am just putting this question out there, why did no one tell me how unbelievably fat i was?
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Sorry.
I dont want to sound like a major downer, but i actually kind of hate life today.
i've accomplished nothing and im never going to accomplish anything because im lazy. i make all these plans but none of them will ever turn out. i keep saying im going to go to uni, but i barely made it through highschool once i got sick of it.
the problem with me is i get sick of things and i get bored so i stop trying.
so i can pretty much see my life turning out to be me marrying some guy just because its the right thing to do and becoming an alcoholic and getting bored and getting sick of life and then killing myself.
im already bored and im already sick of life, so all i have to do is develop a drinking habit/problem and get married and i can be done.
getting married wont be so easy...
i've accomplished nothing and im never going to accomplish anything because im lazy. i make all these plans but none of them will ever turn out. i keep saying im going to go to uni, but i barely made it through highschool once i got sick of it.
the problem with me is i get sick of things and i get bored so i stop trying.
so i can pretty much see my life turning out to be me marrying some guy just because its the right thing to do and becoming an alcoholic and getting bored and getting sick of life and then killing myself.
im already bored and im already sick of life, so all i have to do is develop a drinking habit/problem and get married and i can be done.
getting married wont be so easy...
Friday, September 11, 2009
HOORAY!!
i discovered today that nosejobs really only cost a max. of $7000 most places.
im going to start saving as soon as i get back to australia. i'll just get a nose job instead of going to the olympics in 2012!
im going to start saving as soon as i get back to australia. i'll just get a nose job instead of going to the olympics in 2012!
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Life and other things.
It kind of annoys me when people untag photos of themselves on facebook because they dont look very attractive.
i mean, whats the point? people know what you look like... i know this girl who will only leave "attractive" photos of themselves up, and i feel like, you know what? people know you dont look that good all the time.. i notice this because she untags alot of pictures of herself that I have put up. and i dont think the photos are really that bad. i guess maybe its an image thing?
it makes me think - how far are people willing to go to maintain their image. its a question i cant really answer because i dont, as such, have an "image" really. or do i? if i do, dear readers, let me know.
example: i have a friend whos fairly well known as being a ditzy blonde bimbo. and when i speak about her, i usually say something like, man shes so hot, but shes dumb. then i think, maybe its an act? (but it probably isnt in her case) BUT i do think she tends to act up her dumbness a bit, because thats her image.
she also appears to be trying to sex up her image. it doesnt work. i see through the lies.
she is hot tho.
there actually is something else on my mind today. so while it is completely different to this other discussion, i will type it out anyway.
i recently published (and later deleted) a not so nice post directed at someone who responded in his blog with actually a much more polite response which makes me a bit ashamed at my behaviour. but it should be noted that i was ashamed quickly after i posted it BECAUSE i did delete that motherfucker pretty fast.
so sorry.
i do maintain that you shouldnt complain about what other people blog about tho.
but i respect your opinion (if you read this)
and now i would like to take a moment to reply to his comments on my blog. (its like a blogging conversation... you better reply to this so that we can continue the trend) (you know who you are)
In regards to the fact that i live 30 mins away from New York City, and am i waiting for the people to come to me, no, i am not.
reality is this: people here are not so nice, and, i leave in a bit over 6 months so while it would be NICE to meet someone, im probably not going to.
and.
im sorry that my blogs tend to be repetitive. but i tend to blog about whats on my mind and mostly i have a repetitive mind so the things i blog about tend to repeat. over and over.
its harder than you would think to meet new people in this place. most of the guys that i've spoken to have clearly just been trying to get in my pants (because lets face it, im dayam fine) and im not so into becoming a mega hussy and sleeping with all these americans that just want to be able to say to thier friends "i slept with this australian chick". im not really that sort of person.
also, i dont tend to get out that much because i work most weekends.
and when i do go out its with other aupairs who are all girls and although there are some lesbians in the group, i personally do not swing that way.
also. american boys are fairly unattractive (apart from certain celebrities who i WILL marry some day). i dont want to sound shallow but lets face it, i am. i've always been shallow. why pretend im not when i am?
i know that the boy that i tend to blog about is not exactly a looker, but thats an unexplained thing that i will never get.
THE POINT IS THIS:
everyone is different. you dont know what you'd be doing with yourself if you lived 30 mins outside of nyc.. so maybe you should back off complaining about what im doing with myself here. i reserve the right to complain about my life.
That is all.
i mean, whats the point? people know what you look like... i know this girl who will only leave "attractive" photos of themselves up, and i feel like, you know what? people know you dont look that good all the time.. i notice this because she untags alot of pictures of herself that I have put up. and i dont think the photos are really that bad. i guess maybe its an image thing?
it makes me think - how far are people willing to go to maintain their image. its a question i cant really answer because i dont, as such, have an "image" really. or do i? if i do, dear readers, let me know.
example: i have a friend whos fairly well known as being a ditzy blonde bimbo. and when i speak about her, i usually say something like, man shes so hot, but shes dumb. then i think, maybe its an act? (but it probably isnt in her case) BUT i do think she tends to act up her dumbness a bit, because thats her image.
she also appears to be trying to sex up her image. it doesnt work. i see through the lies.
she is hot tho.
there actually is something else on my mind today. so while it is completely different to this other discussion, i will type it out anyway.
i recently published (and later deleted) a not so nice post directed at someone who responded in his blog with actually a much more polite response which makes me a bit ashamed at my behaviour. but it should be noted that i was ashamed quickly after i posted it BECAUSE i did delete that motherfucker pretty fast.
so sorry.
i do maintain that you shouldnt complain about what other people blog about tho.
but i respect your opinion (if you read this)
and now i would like to take a moment to reply to his comments on my blog. (its like a blogging conversation... you better reply to this so that we can continue the trend) (you know who you are)
In regards to the fact that i live 30 mins away from New York City, and am i waiting for the people to come to me, no, i am not.
reality is this: people here are not so nice, and, i leave in a bit over 6 months so while it would be NICE to meet someone, im probably not going to.
and.
im sorry that my blogs tend to be repetitive. but i tend to blog about whats on my mind and mostly i have a repetitive mind so the things i blog about tend to repeat. over and over.
its harder than you would think to meet new people in this place. most of the guys that i've spoken to have clearly just been trying to get in my pants (because lets face it, im dayam fine) and im not so into becoming a mega hussy and sleeping with all these americans that just want to be able to say to thier friends "i slept with this australian chick". im not really that sort of person.
also, i dont tend to get out that much because i work most weekends.
and when i do go out its with other aupairs who are all girls and although there are some lesbians in the group, i personally do not swing that way.
also. american boys are fairly unattractive (apart from certain celebrities who i WILL marry some day). i dont want to sound shallow but lets face it, i am. i've always been shallow. why pretend im not when i am?
i know that the boy that i tend to blog about is not exactly a looker, but thats an unexplained thing that i will never get.
THE POINT IS THIS:
everyone is different. you dont know what you'd be doing with yourself if you lived 30 mins outside of nyc.. so maybe you should back off complaining about what im doing with myself here. i reserve the right to complain about my life.
That is all.
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