Sorry.

I dont want to sound like a major downer, but i actually kind of hate life today.
i've accomplished nothing and im never going to accomplish anything because im lazy. i make all these plans but none of them will ever turn out. i keep saying im going to go to uni, but i barely made it through highschool once i got sick of it.
the problem with me is i get sick of things and i get bored so i stop trying.
so i can pretty much see my life turning out to be me marrying some guy just because its the right thing to do and becoming an alcoholic and getting bored and getting sick of life and then killing myself.
im already bored and im already sick of life, so all i have to do is develop a drinking habit/problem and get married and i can be done.
getting married wont be so easy...