im kind of a bitch...

this blog is devoted to all the strange little quirks i have. i like writing funny little lists like this. so we all have little quirks that make us who we are, but i have some pretttty strange ones that some people might not even know i have.
so here we go.

• i try to clean my nails, constantly. with whatever i can find. earrings, toothpicks, the edge of a book... whatever i can fit under there and i think will clean it. its weird and its kind of disgusting, but i cant seem to stop.
• i look at myself at every chance i get. its conceited and i just dont care. if im walking past something reflective, you best believe im looking there, seeing if i look good, seeing if my hair looks nice, making sure that my ass looks fan-fucking-tastic. i do it no matter what im wearing. i could be wearing gross jammies and i just cant stop looking at myself. its not that i think im mega attractive, i just like to know how i look at all times.
• when im super tired, my eyes get watery... or maybe this just happens to anyone. but when i am tired, i look either drunk or im a bit upset about something. LUCKILY i dont get that tired too often because i tend to sleep alot. im all for naps.
• i get strangely attached to animals. sometimes i think i prefer animals to humans. they are just so simple. whenever i lose a pet i always cry quite a bit, but i never seem to cry as much when a person dies. that sounds terribly insensitive actually. its not like that. i just dont tend to cry when someone dies. i mean, i get upset sure. i dont like people dying. but when my animals die, i get full on devastated. its weird.
• i tend to look like a stuck up snobby bitch when im alone. i've recently noticed that i look completely inapproachable when im alone. or even sometimes when im with people. its like, if im not with really good friends, i get this horrible expression on my face and i walk around looking like i own the goddamn world and that NO ONE is good enough to talk to me so you might aswell not even try. THIS is probably why i havent made friends in america since im never around my friends i tend to have the look on my face all the time. but its like, i feel like a douche if i walk around smiling at nothing.
• i love my mum and dad more than i love anyone in the whole world. they probably wouldnt know that, but i really do. i dont show it and it seems like i love other people more, but deep down i love them the most and they are probably my most favourite people in the world. maybe im just saying that because i dont live with them anymore and i miss them... i dont care. i really do love them, and if i die anytime soon i want someone to show them that i wrote this so they will know how much i really do love them.
• i cover my mouth when i eat. i dont know when i picked up this habit, but i do. its so strange. if im eating at a table with people who arent related to me, i subconsionsly (Subconsciously?? i dunno) cover my mouth as i chew. i think it dates back to when i had an expander plate and could NOT chew with my mouth closed so i used to cover it to be polite. but then i never actually stopped.
• i love kids tv shows. im not talking shit like, dora the explorer. no, i mean wizards of waverly place and hannah montana and icarly. i dont know why, but i fricken love them. i watch disney channel all the freaking time. if jamie-lynn spears hadnt gone and gotten preggers, i'd probably be addiced to that zoey 101 show. too bad for her, she has a kid now.
• i get bored of writing blogs really easily. i have like a million draft copies for blogs in my thing that i just got bored of writing halfway through them. i just get bored and want to do something else. like sleep. i like sleep. and so this ends my blog on my little quirks. there are anymore, but i just got bored of writing this blog.

peace out, suckaz.

xoxo