changes.

DID YOU KNOW that one of the first things that attracted me to the only boyfriend i've had ever (because im not a relationship type of person, it turns out. i read an old email where a friend told me i just wasnt viewed as a "going out kind of person".. buts thats a WHOLE OTHER STORY) was the fact that his favourite band was blink 182.
yeh. im that sort of person.
anyway.
i have recently discovered that i may be the person to thank for his loving blink 182.. so i created my own boyfriend.
so, as it turns out, his best friend used to date my old school best friend. so, i loved blink 182 and i got her into blink 182 so they soon became her favourite band. then she started dating this guy, who, so we dont get confused, we will call B, and she is A and my ex is C. so we have A, B and C. right.
so I, ann-marie, got A to love blink 182. then A started dating B who didnt like blink 182. the A wore B down until eventually he too loved blink 182. so we all know that friends are a massive influence in what music most people like. so B started loving blink 182 and then introduced C to blink 182. blink 182 soon became C's favourite band.
THEN WE SKIP A FEW YEARS and a half relationship with some fucker called F (for failure) and A turns 18. and A throws a massive birthday party at her house. and cue ann-marie whos recently discovered that f was a stupid jerk. so i ended up getting wasted at this party, which, for the record, was the first time i really had drank in excess. and so im burned over a guy and A says. you know what would make me really happy? if ann-marie and C kissed. so we did. it was pretty good. but awkward the next morning, because i still dont remember a fair chunk of that night.
anyway. over the next few days/weeks, C and i talk over msn and i discover that C's favourite band is blink 182. i promptly fall in deep deep lust with the guy and then 4 weeks later we are dating.
then 4 months later i discover he slept with this ugly chick a week before we OFFICIALLY were together but we PRETTY MUCH WERE... then he moved to sydney and left me in armidale and then after 5 months he finds himself officially dumped by me.
if things were simple we would fall in love over blink 182 and be together forever.
but because we're all "grown up and mature" everything is messed up and you fall for other people and everything changes.
and never again will i be with C, who i pretty much created for myself.
because everything changes and what was once perfect will end up being corrupted.
probably by some fat ugly chick from negs.
i know who you are.