3 months, 27 days

So i've been in this country for that long, and it seems to me that that is really really really depressing.
first of all, i have one friend. ONE. and she goes home in less than 2 weeks AND shes in florida. i feel really dissapointed in everything because i feel like, i've been in new york for 2 months - why isnt it getting any better.
i've become a bit of a loser. i sit around in the house all day. this weekend, i left the house twice. once was to return a lipbalm because i accidently picked up the tester a couple of weeks ago. the other time was today because i wanted thai food.
the thai food wasnt very nice.
i tried to call this one girl, laura, who didnt answer, but had the time to write on my facebook page. she said she was just chillin today from such a busy week. then it dawned on me that she screens her calls and just doesnt answer when she doesnt want to do anything. she didnt answer the phone all week, but it was a busy week?
apparently im just no included in the plans.
i dont like going out here because people pressure me to drink and i just dont feel like it. like, if i didnt want to in australia, people just left it. and i dont like not being able to leave when i want to. i was informed that i was a granny because i didnt want to stay out past 2. sorry for being tired.. and i was sober. oh, PS to all you people who say im a granny because i dont drink, um, pretty sure its illegal and i'll be sent home if im caught.
and its not like i'll never drink over here, but i just DONT FEEL LIKE IT right now, because i get too honest when im drunk and end up telling everyone that i dont like them and just want to go back home.
i dont really want to go back to armidale, when i move back to australia i am moving to sydney. but im not staying here any longer. i thought after nearly 4 months i'd stop being so unhappy, but i was wrong. im still not happy, i still miss home, and i still have no friends.
my life sucks.