i had braces and now my teeth are straight

have you ever noticed that when you have a flaw, you notice that in EVERYONE ELSE?

i thought i'd go a little bit more in depth about my flaws and how i judge people on the SAME FLAWS.

1. Boobs.
many of you (hanna) may know that i have a thing with my boobs. ok, they are fantastic now, but i have had them fixed.
but i am full on fixated on boobs. i see someone and im like WOW THEY HAVE BIG BOOBS! holy shit how do they walk. why arent they falling over?
i also judge for lack of boobs. i used to be teased for not having boobs. (ha! i showed them) (actually, im just realising i got teased for a lot of things... fuck you). im like, where are her boobs? she has none! she just has nipples.

2. Noses.
people in my study period teased me so much about my nose that im going to get a nose job. YES THATS RIGHT LUKE IF YOU ARE READING THIS, I REALLY AM GOING TO GET ONE BECAUSE OF YOU!
but i still judge people with their big giant noses.
i mostly just get mad. like, she has a big nose but shes STILL HOT.
but the most important thing here is that i NOTICE they have big noses, when really everyone else just thinks, fuck that girl is hot.

3. lisps.
i dont know if you've noticed, but i have a slight lisp due to having an expander plate.
but i still tease people with lisps RELENTLESSLY to others. especially with renee and someone who she goes to school with.
really tho, that girl is annoying.

4. voices
i dont really join in on the TEASING others aspects of this because it would be the pot calling the kettle black.
but really.
when people have annoying voices, i think to myself, wow shes got an annoying voice.
then i remember that i sound like a 3 year old.

5. teeth

this is the big one. i had fucking awful teeth, but i still judge someone if they have bad teeth. teeth are actually one of the first things i notice.

im so judgemental that i will LITERALLY think someone is unattractive if they have bad teeth.

one time i hooked up with this guy and my friends said, was he hot? and i said, he was ok, but he had weird teeth.

THAT IS BAD! (note to everyone tho, when i had bad teeth i did not hook up. this shows that atleast i will hook up with someone with bad teeth. i just judge them on it)

my line of thinking is "yeh, they have a pretty face, but thier teeth wreck it" ...if someone had thought that about me when i had bad teeth i would have cried.

one time sam called me a buck toothed bitch when we were having a fight and i cried. the funny thing was tho, that i never had buck teeth. everything else wrong with teeth, yes. but i never had buck teeth. but all you had to say was something mean about my teeth and i was off.

which makes me wonder, why am i so judgemental with teeth? i know how upsetting it is.

what i think tho, is that if your teeth are that bad, GET FUCKING BRACES! seriously. yes, they are expensive but they make you SO MUCH MORE ATTRACTIVE.

im not going any further because now i feel like a bitch.

my point is this: maybe i should stop judging.

just a thought.

xx