spider room

So anyway, i woke up this morning quite early (it was around 9).
im not entirely sure why i woke up, i just suddenly jolted awake. this happens quite regularly. infact, i have terrible sleeping patterns/habits.
as per normal when i suddenly jolt awake, i tried to go back to sleep. i should just mention right now that when i first wake up i am SLIGHTLY out of it. ie i am not with the world. so i dont remember what i was thinking, but i was looking around my room and suddenly i noticed something in my curtain. i wondered to myself, what the fuck is that in my curtain. it took me some time to realise it was a spider.
this spider appeared to be a fair bit smaller than bruce (bruce was BIG) and i wondered, where are all these fucking spiders coming from? is there a hole in my fly screen? is there something nice about my room? WHY ARE YOU ALL HERE.
as my dear father had gone to work so there was no one to remove said spider (oh yeh, my room is still messy BUT you can get to my window now) i decided the best option would be to ignore the spider. i wasnt going to make the mistake of befriending it again, since last time my heart was brutely stomped on.
so then i tidied my room a bit (still not done) and i realised the spider was all curled up. i thought, since its curled about, its the same size as bruce. and thats when i realised BRUCE WAS BACK! i couldnt understand why he was curled up all weird so i thought he was dead.
but slowly he uncurled himself. bruce is alive and well. well, as well as a spider can be.
i wonder why he came back?
i would take the time to ponder this thought, dear readers (hanna), but unfortunately (VERY unfortunately) i have to go to work now.
please feel free to come to coles everyone and say hi-me. (that is a quote from the hot chick. the asian mum says it. just incase you are interested)
OH and i just got a message, what a miracle.
so, until then, im off to serve people.
quite frankly, its what i do best.
xx