if i were a boy.

the song if i were a boy by beyonce makes me a little bit sad.
one time, after a particually horrible night, i listened to it in the morning. and it made me cry. not just a little bit, but actually sobbing.
i think that maybe every girl that has been in a bad situation with a boy can relate to that song.
EVERY GIRL.
and it makes you so sad because you FEEL HER PAIN.
look i dont want to analyse it too much because i was never very good at analysing music (ask my music teacher) but i feel like you can REALLY HEAR her pain when she sings certain lines. and then theres the contrasts! i mean, she sounds like her heart is being torn in 2 when she sings the chorus. especially the first time she sings it. and then she starts the 2nd verse and she sings "if i were a boy" and it just sounds so sad and resigned.
look. i cant even explain what i hear when i listen to this song. but it really does make me want to cry.
and its worse when you are IN THAT SITUATION and i feel, right now, that i am.
and it sucks.